倪安东 FANTASTIC!

Graduation Day

16/10/09

(note: i have 160 + photos but i dun wan to upload so many.so theres onli 7 pics here. And its also becuz i know some of my friends wont want their pics to be on th internet ^^ )

Dearest 4endeavour. i will rmb the campin times that we spent, th scoldin times that we had and the happy times tgt!

This is place is my favourite place in th entire school.

Becuz th view is niceeeeee.

And this is it. This is my Four years in Mayflower sec. I dunno what else to say but, i've really experienced alot. Count th times when i almost got influenced by bad friends. Count th period when i decided to change to a better one. Count the tough times when i had to catch up wif everything that ive missed, in jus 1mth or so.

And now i wanted to say. I GOT TH 6TH IN CLASS POSITION! ok laaa.. it wasnt the perfect position. but to me, its a great encouragement becuz my best was onli 8th(durin sec 1). I was also very surprised that my form teacher told me that im th special one and that he regretted for believin that i will not do well for science.

A BIGBIGBIG THANK

TO THOSE FRIENDS WHO STAY WITH ME FOR NIGHT CLASSES.

for those friends who help in me Maths and Science, especially RuiXin(the smart kid).

I have to thank so mani ppl becuz without them, i dont think i will be able to get the marks i wish to see.

Thank for those ppl who asked me maths qns too becuz u make me improve.(Like YiokAn)

Becuz i say " i will squash u durin prelim " I really did it! haha.

so now im gonna to say " i will squash u flat for OLVL "

I'm mostly goin to update again after Olvl. Till then, we will see again! So much luck to those who are takin Olvl this year. tata~

INCONSIDERATE "NEIGHBOUR"

Yes "neighbour" becuz i dont see them as a neighbour.

Because they are so inconsiderate!

There's always some curry rice/curry noodles or dunno what curry food that will stain on our clothes when we hang out the clothes.

YES CURRRRRY. MAKE SOME INFERENCE, but im not stereotyping.

In the first place throwin food out of the window is alrdy wrong.

and is there a law against this? if so i wanna sue tt family!

Where do they get their education from?

Its really frustrating to see this kind of mess in our clothes. Damn it.

For good sake, dont they even care what other ppl will feel?

Imagine i throw food to ur clothes la. I will be even worst.

i will throw chilly mix with ketchup and curry for your clothes to eat.

If i know who that family is... im gonna to do sth so terrible to them.

But i will always be nice and advice them not to first. If they get nasty, then dont blame me.

Hate living with inconsiderate neighbour. Its like nobody teaches them moral values. I miss my old house and i really regret choosin this house to move in!!

Thursday!

woalaaa~ I said i wont upload pictures but today im really lazy to do an intensive study.

ANWAY LET ME ANNOUCE MY RESULTS!!

surprisingly i got 4As.

And the best is that I HAVE NO C GRADES or anythin below a B .

my worst is 61 which is SCI !!!

then 64 for Amath ( 1 more mark to B3 =( )

but finally manage to jump from a F9 to B4.

75 for EL and so and soooo..

and i didnt realise that A1 for chinese this year is 85 & above,

which means that i got 85 and above for my OLVL chinese???!

MY AVERAGE SCORE IS 71 !

I wont be complacent & think tt this is th best mark i can get. NO.

in fact im goin to do even more to maintain th good grades & improve the Bs to the As.

Reminder : only 26 more days to OLVL.Blesszy.

So pamela, vanessa and i are plannin to learn Korean language after Olvl~

i'm gg to master 5 languages hopefully. goodluck =) .

Chapter Two

Sometimes i feel so hopeless and pessismistic. What can i do to increase my self-confidence?

First, please understand, life is long! The way things are now will not last forever. Even if you have problems, even if you have made mistakes or have done things you regret, your whole duture still lies ahead of you. Dont worry endlessly over every obstacle or problem. Above all, do not despair or be defeated by your impatience.

Nothing is hopeless. The worst mistake you can make when young is to give up on a dream, to not challenge yourself for fear of failre. The past is the past and the futuure is the future. Keep moving forward with a steady eye on what is ahead, telling youself : "I'll start from today!" "i will start fresh from this moment!" this spirit-starting from the present moment- is at the heart of Buddhist Philosophy.

True success in life does not reveal itself until we reach our forties and fifties. If you experience setbacks along the way, continue with a fighting spirit into your forties, fifties, sixties and seventies.

Spring is a time of blossoming. Buddhism teaches that all things have a unique unfolding. Every person has a singular mission, his or her individuality and way of living. Its important to recognise that truth and respect it. that is the natural order of things. That is how it works in the world of flowers - and in the world of human beings, different kinds of flowers bloom harmoniously in beautiful profusion.

曾经有想过。但不知道为什么，我无法像那时一样。

可能我长大了。我知道未来还有一段很长的路要走。

如果被一次的失败而毁掉了，就太可惜。

可惜那时不会想。

可惜为什么不听话。

但可惜已经没用了。

后悔莫及，也没用了。哭来又何苦?

伤心又怎样？

D画面一片片从脑海里浮起。

Yes,不能就这样被毁。别人眼光是如何看待我的，我想我蛮清楚。

周围有很好的朋友等着你。所以不可以就这样放弃。

自己隐瞒起来的心里话要怎么说呢？

终于拿到成绩了！

Hist Essay 23/25 ! Overall only 74/100

Amath P2 finally can see a 70/100

再接再厉吧，关心我的人很希望我可以得更好的分数。

虽然离理想的分数还差一些，我也不会就这样放弃D。

等将来有机会，必定帮助有需要的人。最好建间学校在贫苦的地方！

那是我最大的心愿。

其实，有时真的很累。放下脚步和心情吧。